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evolution

The past few weeks have been really good for my own evolution as a person.  I got super sick to the point of blacking out/passing out when trying to make food for myself, collapsing on the floor and having to be scooped up. I somehow survived that and bounced back to 100% physical capacity as of this week.  Feeling the failure of "my body is too damn weak" when trying to get back in the saddle on dance games was tough. I didn't even try running because I knew my heart wasn't gonna be in the game.  Speaking of which, I'm really excited to run tomorrow morning for my weekly 5K. 💖 I started a new hobby (bouldering/rock climbing) that I really enjoy and made new friends through it. I feel like it's teaching me how to deal with failure again and enjoying the grind of failing more than succeeding, which is something I have honestly forgotten because I feel like I have a lot of mastery at my job and my primary hobby that take up most of my time.  I think learning ne...